Every so often I get reminded that not everyone sees and feels things as deeply as I do. And that’s not a slight to them, I don’t know why I do. Whenever I’m along the coast with others, I’m always watching the waves while they nap in the sand. Whenever the sun is going down, no one is enjoying the colors as intently as I do. Whenever the chord changes in my favorite song, nobody notices it like I do. And all this sounds like I’m trying to make myself sound in-tune with my surroundings, but it sucks a lot of the time. Because people don’t care as much as I do about the little things and that fucks me up a lot. I feel like I get too excited, or make a big deal out of nothing. Or when I get sad, I get sad. There are no grey area’s with me. I feel everything or I feel nothing.
